Every question raised, every reason to keep on playing, the ridiculousness follows….
The tumultuous beginnings may chase you, uncertainty in making your path known might be unsettling, Yet, somehow the inner struggle will not let you leave. Even though all expectations have been met, Ridiculousness follows !
Look beyond, the fast pace events occurring around you, every experience wants to teach you something, bluntness of emotions will make you feel mortal, it will pass and ridiculousness will follow….
The agony is a part of it, ‘Nothing will ever make sense’ is the fear eating you every day, still, little joyous moments were never meant to be special … they are your fellow travelers during the struggle … they will eventually bring ridiculousness as always….
Happiest you have ever been, short lived memories of it will make you growl in time to come, Memories and the ephemeral joy from it will serve you rather well in the ridiculousness of this journey.
Finally, a moment where a move will make it or break it, More often than not, will break your perseverance! however, few times, Ohh My ! I will win over this absurdity ….Absurdity of this raw emotion will be fleetingly liberating thing to behold… All other lost attempts will be counted as null !
Cause every attempt demands a new level enthusiasm which I lack …chewed upon …This is how it will be …. all over again. When the next game of mighty Chess will be played, I will be ready for your challenge hoping in return, this time it will be different…
Comrades! … And the ridiculousness of it , in some sense is the essence of it.